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Philophobia - Fear of falling in love.
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Necrophobia- Fear of death.



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All I could ask for:
Piggy back rides and hugs.
I'll probably ask you to tell
me something interesting.
I like when cute boys
Tell me cute things.
Me and Alex are SCISSORxCORE.
I'm afraid of love,
Even though i find myself
wanting it all the time.
I often forget to put effort into friendships,
and I apologize for that.
I don't like to match the patterns
on my clothes, and I'd rather you
not point it out because I do that
on purpose, alright :]
I'm never enough for anyone.
I love hands.
I love holding them even more.
I don't believe in myself.
I think too much.
I'm warning you now, that you don't know
what you're getting yourself into.
Everyone's full of shit, really.
I tend to hang up on people,
when on the phone. Nothing personal.
It isn't easy to make me blush.
Tell me a secret; make my feel significant.
I have trouble being myself
Around people I don't know well.
Im creative,
But I have trouble creating.
I am an anxious person.
If I "like" you,
I probably won't act like it.
You're right; I am jealous.
You're wrong; You aren't going to be famous.
I have fears & I'd too many questions
if you didn't stop me.
I like sitting on the floor.
I love you.
I'm obsessive.

Let me tell you, that I'm going to make myself sound like a bad person. I really am not, alright? I belittle myself, and I have the worst inferiority complex. I apologize in advance, you'll have to take the time to get to know me, and judge for yourself. If I could capture myself in the most articulate of words, I would.

I'm intrigued by self-expression of any kind. Music, Painting, Sketching, Writing, Abstract, Style. I love finding new bands. I like Vitamin Water, but I choose not to take part in this extreme craze. I like ballet flats a lot. I'm interested in people's hair. If it's bad, I'll be less interested in you (: to be honest. Because it's very important to me, and I'd rather you not touch mine, ever. I'm not shallow or anything, but how you look is how you come across, and first impressions are important, I guess. I'm sounding mean, but I'm ultra nice to you if you're nice to me. and I like meeting new people. So add me, but not as a baseball card. (: Kaythanks.

FYI: If I told you that "music was my life", then I would sound like every other wanna-be on myspace. I just enjoy it a whole lot, it's the overall best way to be an individual. The best way to stay outside the box. I take pride in finding new music every day, and being at shows. I am the music, and the music is me.

As for a hero, I don't understand the concept of heroes. If a hero is somebody that I'm supposed to idolize, and try to follow in the footsteps of, I don't have any. Why would I possibly want to be just like someone else? If you're given the opportunity and freedom from the govies to follow your own path and be nearly whom ever you'd like to be, why waste that on something that already had it's time? That's truly a waste of a lifetime, and truly a waste of a goal. Therefore, I don't have any heroes. There isn't anybody that I want to be like. I want to be who ever I end up being, without the influences of other mindless self-indulged people.

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